FIOs

Now this is my 2nd blog post. Tbh I couldn’t wait to write this because I want to test out how to post a 2nd post. WordPress is still a mystery to me.

….I think I should narrow my thoughts down to what a few categories of things I want to be blogging about. There are a million things that are driving my attention left centre and right and I honestly do not know where to start. I think this is all coming from the fact that I am not content in life. I have everything under the sun (no like honestly, I have to admit I have an abundance life), but something is lacking. I wish I already know what is lacking so we do not need to spin around in circles.

In fact, I do not think I will ever find out what is lacking – isn’t life supposed to be a journey where you keep searching and trying?

Let’s just say, I want to feel more content while still having meaningful purpose to keep searching keep building. Feeling content should not mean you stop trying to achieve something.

My business in the world of finance is highly demanding. It’s as if the only way to claim success is that you need to win, win big, make a lot of money for stakeholders. In all other scenarios, you are a failure. All the work that you spend in building the platform, the infrastructure, the grind in building decks… they can claim that all of that is fluff and bluff unless you win. I get it that as an investor, you simply want to make money. So unless you win, your service means nothing. But how is this fair to the teams who put in effort day in and day out building the infrastructure to support the offering of that very investment opportunity to the investor in the first place? I am that team, it is very demoting to me when the investments are still pending on the win. I see no purpose in what I do.. but I keep doing it better and better because this is my lane. I gotta stay in my lane, offer my best, and one day the win will come.